Monday, November 29, 2010

ladygaga♥

I cant belive what you said to me
Last night when we were alone
You threw your hands up
Baby you gave up, you gave up

I cant believe how you looked at me
With your James Dean glossy eyes
In your tight jeans with your long hair
And your cigarette stained lies

Could we fix you if you broke?
And is your punch line just a joke?

Ill never talk again
Oh boy youve left me speechless
Youve left me speechless, so speechless

I cant believe how you slurred at me
With your half wired broken jaw
You popped my heart seams
On my bubble dreams, bubble dreams

I cant believe how you looked at me
With your Johnnie Walker eyes
Hes gonna get you and after hes through
Theres gonna be no love left to rye

And I know that its complicated
But Im a loser in love
So baby raise a glass to mend
All the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends

Ill never talk again
Oh boy youve left me speechless
Youve left me speechless so speechless

Ill never love again,
Oh friend youve left me speechless
Youve left me speechless, so speechless

And after all the drinks and bars that weve been to
Would you give it all up?
Could I give it all up for you?

And after all the boys and girls that weve been through
Would you give it all up?
Could you give it all up?

If I promise to you boy
That Ill never talk again
And Ill never love again
Ill never write a song
Wont even sing along

Ill never love again
So speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless
Why you so speechless, so speechless?

Will you ever talk again?
Oh boy, why you so speechless?
Youve left me speechless

Some men may follow me
But you choose death and company
Why you so speechless?
STORY OF MY LIFE!
Forget his name, forget his past
Forget hia kiss and warm embrace
Forget his love that you once knew
Remember now, there is someone new
Forget the love you once shared
Forget the fact he once cared
Forget the time you spent together
Remember now he is gone forever
Forget how close you once were
Remember now, he's close to her
Foreget the way he used to walk
Forget the way he used to talk
Forget the way he spoke your name
Remember now he is not the same
Forget he used to hold your hand
Forget the sweetness, if you can
Forget the times that went so fast
REMEMBER NOW HE IS IN THE PAST!!!!! :DDDD

and our daddy's used to joke about the two of us growin up and falling in l.o.v.e

i just wish my life was like this song.

wow, i'm lame. but it gave me insperation.

  • when we went out, i kept all the stuff you gave me.
  • and that balloon? yea, i did all i could to make it last, cuz i was dumb enough to believe it worked the way my friend said it did.
  • what am i supposed to do when my bracelet breaks? ask you for a new one? will we even know eachother by then?
  • i should've went to playland.
  • the only thing that's going to make me believe this wasn't my fault, is you telling me so. though, i dought that's going to happen anytime soon.

Sunday, November 28, 2010

oh sweet perfection, won't you hear my one confession;; i've been lost, but dear i'm found♥

story of my life

"30 days of Christmas and all I know
Is I'm not quite ready to let go of this past year
I have so much to show

One more month
And all I need is a sign from you that you think of me
If you don't
Then please just say so
Cause all I do
Is think of you

(Chorus)
And it's wearing me out
It's wearing me down
This holiday is nothing but frowns for me
But I've got a gift
You see
I'm making a list
Hell I'll check it twice
Of all the things you've done in my life
Then I'll send it your way
So you see why I love you

Who would have thought that someone like me
Could of fall in love so easily.
I know that you know that i know what i want
I know I cant have it but give it a thought.
I know that it sounds crazy baby
but all I do is think of you.

(Chorus)
And it's wearing me out
It's wearing me down
This holiday is nothing but frowns for me
But I've got a gift
You see
I'm making a list
Hell I'll check it twice
Of all the things you've done in my life
Then I'll send it your way
So you see why I love everything you throw my way

I know it's hard to say
But it's a crying shame that I came all this way
With so much to say
But all that came out was “Happy Holiday”
A home cooked meal and a nice warm bed
Somebody to love
A place to lay my head
But I got 30 days and I'm gonna make ‘em count
Cause I cant call it Christmas without someone to smile about" - NeverShoutNever 30 Days

story of my life;; ♥

  • sometimes i wish i could just leave this place to see if you would miss me.
  • and sometimes, i wish we ended worse than we did. it kinda amuses me the way my friends hate on you.
  • is that bad?
  • i hate this place. alot.
  • i make fun of my friends all the time, but i guess thats just my way of showing that i love them, and it would end badly if they left.
  • never shout never has saved me from plenty of things, and i wish i had gotten more than "can you sign my shoe?" out of my mouth when i met him.
  • i'm trying not to like any other guys, i feel like it's too soon to move on, even though you're prolly living your life like i never even existed.
  • and yes, you WILL find a pretter girlfriend. face it.